aaahhh~ everythings wrong~~

what happened to me this study week?

i'm like.... really un-'whats that word i cant remember'

i haven't done my laundry... theres a pile of dirty clothes at the corner of the room...

i haven't eaten well.... today, i ate bread, and only bread...

i haven't taken care of my face... theres an awful pimple scar on my chin...

i haven't slept well... i toss and i turn from 12 pm till 3 am...

and theres still lots more to cover....

ya Allah...

i pray for the wellness of my being and

for my ability to remember the knowledge i worked hard to remember....

amin...

but, somehow, lately i'm getting close to Allah

Insya-Allah... :)